I am feeling helpless today. My grandma is feeling under the weather. She is in pain. I want so badly to help her. The illness she has could spread to my children and make them sick so all I can do is bring her food and leave it at the door. I hate seeing her alone and in pain. I can hear the pain in her voice when I talk to her on the phone. I want to do more, but I have to protect my kids. I wish I could do more.